| umm like my xanga is a little dead...should i even bother to revive it?
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| - Your Girl i dropped my IPOD in the sink this morning while i was washing my face :( ....and someone hit my new car :( and im fat...and my personal hair stylist has returned my call and i need my hair cut DESPERATELY and umm did i mention that im FAT?! BLAH
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| umm i got a new car...i got a ipod today but for some reason the software shuts down and doesnt install itunes on this dumb computer if anyone has any tips on what i might be doing wrong i would appreciate it!
:) *besos*
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| depression is so hard to deal with...so i just pretend im not depressed and put on my fake smile like i always do and pretend everything is ok...u dont wake up one day and think ur whole life would be ruined by a lie..but it happens to good people all the time...and they all stop and wonder y? what did i do to deserve this? but i have learned not to ask questions because its all apart my my life plan..if it wasnt for what is happening to me now the past 8 months of my life would be very different..i know i would be out in the clubs probably hoeing around and failing my classes and Lord knows what else...but at least im healthy and im breathing..i may lack in certain areas of my life and my first main goal in life has just crashed in life but what can i do but sweep up the ashes and mold the pavement for my next goal? i just have to keep going...life goes still goes on around me even when im stuck in a hole crying and in depression...no one out there cares after a while so y even start? i just gotta shake off the dust and pick my self up and lift my head up high and strut...LOL...damn leave it to me to make fun out of something like this...but hell what else can i do? and i still have my dreams...when this is all over im going on a trip to New York...hopefully during the winter..so i can see the snow...im going to visit some schools up there ...and of course have a little party time...and shop...its so weird i dream of going there...and living like the chicks of Sex in the City..lol i know im a dum dumm but i gotta go at least once in my life so i can say "Ya I been there" and then i can tell my aunt (who tells me all the time that its no big deal) that its really a GREAT place...heck im probably making it sound like its ALL that when it probably aint..but just gotta see...i cant wait tho...man have you guys ever dreamt of that one person...the person who only exisits in your dreams? man i know this is SO OFF the subject but i wonder at least once a day if not 8 times (lol) about him..if he is real...and if he dreams about me...*sigh* ne who its 12:30 AM and gotta work tomorrow so im outtie!
even though i have been through more hell in my 18 years then any person could expierence...i cant help but think...how life is so beautiful..... : - )
lots of luv...
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| - Everytime We Touch...DUH Of course only i would be the one to drive up and down in 95 degree heat to vacuum a car and end up wasting 1.50 cuz all the car washes in irving SUCK! lol i was bored so i decided i would take it upon my self and vacuum the car out thinking it wont be that hard because ive seen them do it at MI-T-Fine when i get it detailed so i go and the first place i go to i pull out all the mats and put them on the mat holders and put in my 75 cents and wut do u kno the damn thing barely has ANY sucking action...lol pssh im free and u get more outta me!! LOL ok that was a gross joke but it was funny...anywho so i just try to use it for wut its worth then i pack up and go to another one and it works great! so then it stops and im jammin to that song "everytime we touch" its like the new gay boi anthem lol just in time for summer...HAHA ne wayz so i put in more money and i pick up the thingy and it didnt turn on so ya...WASTE....but i pretty much got everything the first 2 times so im pretty much set...but its not as clean as i would like but it will do till the car wash opens on monday...LOL...im such a loser...
o well
my teeth are better ...just in case anyone cared....
ciao
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